The Drill
Sometimes I just want to give up. I just turned 35 and I feel exhausted. My body has started to pain. Constant anxiety, shoulder pain and recently lower back pain are my daily nemesis. There's some fungal infection on my right foot too. My mind is fucked. And yet I wake up everyday to do the same struggle each day, everyday. The definition of insanity, I read somewhere, was to do the same thing again and again and expect a different result. I am going through the same drill everyday. Expectations from office to perform tasks that are increasingly becoming burdensome because that's not what I want to do or they want it done at a fingersnap. I feel I should carry more weight but people have started to take me for granted. But imagine a tigress being treated like a cat. It's the worst. I am also struggling to get paid. Recently, I had gone on an official tour but they are not sending the papers to my HR to process payment of my salary and are seeking additional documents. I fe...